GREG: Do you have a sense — this is a hard question because you don't really have a pre and post kind of on this thing — but do you have a sense of how that has then changed your relationship to your team and even maybe others in the company?
ALEX: I'd say one, it's made me a lot happier and it's made me feel less like you're on a corporate treadmill. If you know a work treadmill, it's not just about big corporate. It's just like you can just work, work, work Monday to Friday and a bit Saturday, a bit Sunday. You don't have to stop and think about what you're actually doing.
I now really enjoy what I do because I appreciate the impact is way bigger than just output and outcomes. I think what it did, as well as it taught me that to be a leader — which if you're a CMO, you are a leader, you're a leader of a big function, big organization. It goes way beyond just that functional experience, functional expertise, and being able to develop strategy and allocate budget and all those good things to create that environment where a thousand-plus people can be incredibly successful and do amazing things. That's the power of leadership for me. And I think it helped me really understand what leadership was. I mean, you read lots of books around leadership, and some of it's very aligned, some of it can be a little contradictory. But I think sort of appreciating that that's what leadership is, and when you start to think about other great leaders, you realize that actually that's what they're doing. They are creating that environment. And I think it just made me reshape the role in my mind a little bit.
GREG: What do you think is the best advice you've given to people, by the way, or given to someone? I realize that wasn't a part of our original script, but I'm just listening to you here. What have you said to others? You have a self-reflective bit to you that you can tell you've thought about this, you process it, you've oriented towards it. And I hear the care and concern. And I saw, as I did some pre-learning review, some of what your philosophies are, look at the world, there is a real orientation in you, like what can you do to be helpful to others? I hear that in what you do. Hard to know. The best advice is the one that they listen to, I guess. But I don't know what that is.
ALEX: No idea which one that is. No, I mean I think the one that I give consistently... And I think it's interesting, it's probably in response to questions I get because you get to a certain level and people go, "How did you get there? What have I got to do?" And it was interesting when I first joined Citi, there were a lot of people at different levels in the organization who proactively put time in my calendar, and we had a meeting, we had a call.
And it was like, "I just want to pick your brains and I want to understand how did you get here? What can I learn from you?" I'm at this stage of my career and I'm like, that's really interesting. And so I guess I can't say I've got any great pearls of wisdom on how I got here because everybody is slightly different. But I said the one thing that I did do that I was very lucky in the sense I was told to do it very early on in my career. Literally, I think I was nine months into my grad training program at Renault. So I started off in a French car company. He was like, own your career. Own your career from day one. Be very clear what it is you want to do next. Let people know that even if it sounds completely crazy, let people know that you are that ambitious, that you have a clear plan, you know what you want to do next, ask for help and guidance on how you get there. And you'll be amazed at what happens.
So it doesn't always work out that you get the role, but what you will do is you'll get a lot of people leaning in who are willing to support and guide you and steer you and develop you. So if it's not right for you that particular year, you're going to be right for it the year after because someone is actually helping you get there. And I think having that clarity of what it is you want to do and not being afraid to throw it out there and not being afraid to scare yourself a little bit. And I think probably everybody who's been on these podcasts with you would have moments in their career where they've gone, "Oh my god, what have I asked for now?"
GREG: Oh shit. I think it's called oh shit. I think that's the technical actually business term for it. It's in MBA programs.
ALEX: This felt like a great idea, but now I'm in it. But I think you need to be comfortable putting those things out there and having that 'oh shit' moment when suddenly you get it. Because if you don't put it out there, you're never going to get it. And I still see it today, I'd say there aren't enough people owning their careers and really having clarity about what they want to do and the help that they need to get there. And I think it goes back a little bit to what you're saying about an executive coach or mentors who I think are very, very important in any successful person's career, they can only help you if you know where you're trying to go.
They're not going to be able to tell you that. And I find it interesting in development conversations over my years as a manager and a leader. "So what do you think I should do next?" Well, hell, I could give you 20 things, but what do you actually want to do next?
GREG: But what do you want to do?
ALEX: I don't really know. I was lucky, like I said, nine months in, someone told me, go and be bold. Own this. It was great.
GREG: And we'll move on, but I got this one for you. So what did you think it was when you were at Renault, and how different is it today? I don't even have to know you that well. How different is today than what you actually set out to do, right?
ALEX: So different. I mean, this is the wonderful thing about careers is they go off in weird and wonderful journeys in different times. But no, at Renault I was on a graduate training program, which I must admit after nine months of doing lots of different things, I'm like, I'm bored of doing lots of different things. I want a real job.
And there was an area manager job in the north of England in a place called Manchester that was... I don't even think it was put on an intranet because there wasn't one. It was probably sent around in a memo. And I remember going to my boss and I said, "I want to do this." And he was like, "Well, why?" And I was like, "Because this is where you go and learn what it's like working with franchise dealers. You really learn the business and if I want to grow my career..." Way too early for you to do that was the advice. So then in a rather cheeky kind of what you do when you're 23, I picked the phone up to the guy who was the hiring manager and I said, "Hey, I'd love you to consider me for the role." And he was great. And he was like, let's get together. We talked about why I wanted to do it. He was super honest and said, "Look, I think it's probably too soon." But he said, "I'm really excited that you applied for it." And the crazy thing is I ended up getting it.
GREG: You did? Oh my god, that's so funny.
ALEX: So I moved to Manchester, which I never thought I would do in my life. And that took my career off in a completely different trajectory.
GREG: Manchester to Singapore to New York City. Who knew?
ALEX: I know.
GREG: It really is. I mean, Alex, I think your hunch is right: have a goal, have an orientation, be open to whatever happens.
And then pay attention, learn yourself, know what's next, make the best decisions you can. I mean, I really think life is just about making slightly better decisions than you otherwise might. I've had a guy here on retainer for 10 years, PhD in organizational psych. Ten years he's been on retainer here. And it's just about helping us as a team individually, especially, make better decisions. It's so important. I just need to get clear. Like okay, why are we doing this? And he brings such a wealth of knowledge that you couldn't have, you couldn't get enough experience that he's got.
ALEX: Yeah, that's amazing.
GREG: Okay. Well listen here, we've got to get to the core. We're having too much fun with all these other things. We've got to go create some better CMOs now.
ALEX: Alright, let's try.